Just stuff
I deleted a few of my latest postings. I dunno why I do that. I already embarrassed one women with my unwanted attention, I guess I don’t want to do that again. But here I am, posting the same thing, so am I being stupid anyways? I told her how I feel, and in a way, I hope she sees this. Not to embarrass her, but so that she might see that I’m not playing games or joking. Maybe gain favor in her eyes? I just don’t want her to get mad at me! :(
*sigh* Sometimes I feel like such a wreck, why would someone look favorably on me when I get all worked up like this?

October 14th, 2009 at 3:16 pm
You seem like a nice, caring person. Don’t be so hard on yourself… ):
But I think she will see that too. Really.
I’m hoping for the best.
My wishes in the meantime~~