This is.
November 26th, 2009 by azog:hellokitty.comContrary to fluffy music and empty poetry, there is nothing really “bittersweet” about trying to close a chapter of your life, and trying to move on. Maybe some future self of mine will look back and laugh, but for now, there is a bitterness.
Life will move on, this I know. I will try to keep my eyes forward, and resist the temptation to look behind. Even harder to resist is the temptation to stop moving, to stand still, and to stagnate over regrets of what was withheld from me.
The destination is more important than the journey, and I hope that I shall arrive at my destination, in speedy time. And that should I arrive, it will not just ease the regrets, but erase them so they are utterly forgotten.
I will walk forward and pour all my energy into this. And this hope is not a burden, because it is something I want to do. More than I ever thought I could. But for those who may, or may not, understand my words, my heart will always be open to them. That is a door I cannot close, and not for lack of trying. Maybe time can close it, but I can’t. But it will not be a hindrance.































