hi all…. well i haven’t been online for a few dayz now…. this past weekend there was a huge fire here in southern cali. many of us were evacuted and some even lost their homez…. there has been fire close to where i live but never this close…. it was really scary! for about 3 dayz the sky was filled of smoke and the sunshine ( what lil there was ) turned eveything into an orange colored mess…. the majority of surrounding highschoolz turned into evac. centerz, all major freewayz around me were closed and the schools were closed for the most part…. luckily the fire has been contained but a total of 92 homez in the city i live in were destroyed…. 

my prayerz and thoughtz are with all the familiez who have been affected by this horrible fire….

at 8:00a.m. this morning my beloved dog “tin-tin” passed away…. i had just arrived home when i heard a strange howl that i’ve never heard before…. it was really odd so i immediately called her name then went to check on her…. i found her laying down next to her tuxedo sam chew toy - not breathing….

tin-tin was a vibrant 49 dog yrz. old ( 9 human yrz. old ), cinnamon colored, purebred chow-chow…. she had a distinguishable purple tongue, her right eye was green and the left eye was blue…. she was not only one of my best friendz but part of the family…. she was THE BEST BEHAVED dog….. friendly and extremely playful…. she was oh so ever obedient and patient…. ahhh…. this is so hard….. i loved her soo much! i still love her and alwayz will…. god i’m gonna really miss her….. sorry….. itz been a long time since i’ve had to deal with something like this so pleaze bear with me…. what else….. well she absolutely loved my shoez…. Lol….. loved kidz as much as they loved her….. and i think she thought my cat, “winkie” was her baby…. Lol…. she used to groom him every morning and cuddle with him at night….. it was the cutest thing to see! when she slept she layed down in the “signature chow manner” ( kinda like a superman pose ) with her head on my kittiez belly… and if he wasn’t around she’d sleep with an old tattered tuxedo sam plush animal i gave her when she was a puppy…. i remember when i first got her…. she was this tiny ball of fur with a purple tongue hanging out her mouth…. Lol…. she’d alwayz hide underneath my bed and wait till she saw toez then pounce on them with such determination…. Lol i swear she could’ve been mistaken for a giant lint ball with all the lint and dustbunniez from under my bed! 

i can’t even begin to imagine thingz without her…. but i know that in time this emptiness i’m feeling will get better….. so from this point on i’m making a promise to her that i’ll alwayz remember her for what she was…. and that was my pet, one of my best friendz and most importantly part of my family….. i love and miss you  tin-tin, i know your in a better place now, but know you’ll alwayz hold a special place in my heart… .XOXO

well today has been an extremely exhausting day! i wasn’t able to get much sleep last night and had to get up for work at 6am…. UGH! but i’m sure most of y’all know how that goez…. competition for my cheer squad is nearing quite quickly and i’m still in the process of putting the final touchez on their routine…. hopefully my girlz are able to pick up on it fast…. **( crosses fingerz )** regardless of the actual outcome of competition i’m sure all my girlz will do great! i’m very proud of each and every one of them…. <3….on another note, since HKO F.B. has ended my online gaming time has turned into COMPLETE BOREDOM! Lol…. hence the multiple postz since F.B.’z end…. XP…. my anticipation for O.B. is indescribable…. i wonder if an official date has been announced yet?! i should check….

but anywayz…. i’m off to check some email, do a lil drawing, and maybe go workout…. who knowz!

byez for now….