Today I got a presentation. This assignment was given a week ago, but I didn’t do it right away. One of my biggest sin is laziness. I almost always wait for the last minute to do any tasks although I know that I’m incapable to do the task in one night. Bad, but can’t get rid of it… +_+ I believe my presentation today was also poor. My friends said it was good enough just because they’re nice. I know it’s not good at all, seeing the others’ presentations… Ugh, I often regret things, but never change my bad habit! T_T I even feel ashamed when people show me their sympathy because I think I don’t deserve that! It’s all my fault, has always been my fault… Yeah, I know I should have done something about this bad habit of mine, but it seems that this habit has found its shelter inside of me and will never go away…

Ah, finally I can write here again…! Sigh… I don’t know what happened in the last several days. I couldn’t find the blog section of this site! @_@ I wanted to share about many things, but never could. Ugh, I hate it! Well I hope this thing won’t happen again in the future, so I can start writing soon. ^^ Now I don’t have time to because I have some projects to do. =_= Wish me luck!

I always love reading. I love books.The government made a program to encourage people to read more, but they keep raising the prices for books! The novels here are sooo expensive, both local and imported. Even comic books, the first time I bought comic, it was about 5000 or 6000, but today it’s 13800 each! It’s a robbery!

I’d been wanting a cute desk lamp since several months ago, but the shop always said that they’re out of stock! When I almost gave up, it finally showed up! ^0^ So, I reminded my parents about their promise to buy me the lamp. When I said the word ‘promise’, they began thinking hard. Maybe they thought it wouldn’t be good if they broke their promise in front of their daughter. Or, they didn’t wanna break the promise to save their pride. :p Anyway, they bought it for me!! Yay!! Um, the lamp is in the form of a squirrel and it’s pink, my fave color! Actually, it is available in other colors, too, such as green, purple, and orange. To set it on, I only have to tilt the head.  

 In the night mode, only the head shines, not the tail. Cute! ^0^

Presently, I have four cats. Two of them are still little kitties. The bigger one with white-black fur is Unyil while the smaller one with yellowish brown fur is Brownies. Unyil has been adopted first long before Mom took Brownies home. I never buy cats in pet shop. I just take stray cats that are starving and pass my home coincidentally. Once a cat is given food, they won’t leave, ever. ^^ Unyil and Brownies fight everyday.

However, they still love each other. ^_^

Seeing them always make me laugh and happy. I love kitties! ^0^

I’m a girl and love horror movies because horror movies usually offer something new that I haven’t seen in another movie, unlike dramas that are mostly predictable. I enjoy some dramas, too, but I prefer horror. Some of my friends like horror, too, but most of them think I’m silly and scary. They say horror movies make me stupid because they’re made to fool the viewers. They also say that watching such movies is just a waste of time. I know the movies aren’t real, so I’m not fooled, right? I don’t get scared after watching it. I can still sleep well and go to the bathroom at night by myself. Well, I’m not a little girl anymore. Um, however, I don’t like the gory stuff, like the movie Saw or House of Wax. I don’t mind seeing people killing one another only if they do it fast, not slowly, because that makes me feel the pain, somehow. :p

It was a fine day when I believed that everything’s gonna be perfectly fine. My friends and I went to a restaurant after school. We counted all of our money before deciding what to order to make sure we could pay the bill later on. So there we ordered this and that, happily and excitedly waited for the foods and drinks to come. After about 20 minutes or so, the waitress brought us our orders. we enjoyed everything on the table while chatting, laughing, and of course, gossipping (we’re just three normal young girls, you know) (^0^). Anyway, time flew when we had fun, so it’s time to pay. As soon as the bill was in front of our eyes, our faces turned blue. Nearly a half of the total bill was out of our budget. (#_#) We screamed “NOOO! HOW COME?!! WE COUNTED!! WHERE COULD WE GET MORE MONEY NOW?!!”. That’s just in our heads, though. We tried, yeah, tried really hard to smile and say that we’d collect our money first. After the confused waitress left, we began panicking. We tried whatever we could. If it’s about money, mom’s not the one i should call, so then i called dad. He’s always been a reliable person for me. However, it’s destined to be one of my worst day. Dad was doing something outside the town. He couldn’t come. Dang! My friends were just as unlucky as I was. The waiters and waitresses were all looking at us and whispering. We knew we’d have to do something to pay. Maybe..washing the dishes? Or mopping the floor? Arrgghh, whatever it would be, we’re not ready!! In the limit of my consciousness, I saw a friend of mine walked into the restaurant. He’s with a bunch of his friends that I didn’t know. When my two friends knew that, they selfishly asked me to go and tell him our problems, so we didn’t have to do the embarassing chores. I said they’re selfish coz I have told them who he was. He was a boy who had been having this ’special’ feeling to me and I had rejected his feeling twice! Moreover, I had just said no when he asked me out the night before! Anyway, seeing no other way out, I desperately did it. Of course I didn’t ask him to lend me his money in front of his friends. I’d had enough shame for the day. He left his friends when I called, then casually said that he’d pay all the bill for us. it was a treat from him. I thought “Wow, he’s nice. Maybe I should reconsider my decision about him..”. But then, with a big smile on his face, he said that he’d pay only if I wanted to go to the movies with him, just the two of us, later. OH MY GOODNESS!!  (0.0) So, we’re saved that day. We could leave the restaurant without losing our face entirely. My friends were relieved, I felt like I was on my way to hell.. My friends sacrificed me.. One thing for sure, I wouldn’t be able to forget that day!! (=.=)