http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com Butterfly Project Tue, 16 Dec 2008 01:49:45 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en And an official end.Urges, no more.Triggers, ineffective. I've gotten used to the idea of ignoring the outside world.I've gained better thoughts from not so old memories, and just the path I'm on now is making me happier. Thanks for reading and your comments.Can't say I'm shocked for it to end so ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/12/16/an-official-beginning/ I should try again.I gave up too easily last time.I know, its only been, what a week or two?I want to try once more, as its a bit...well I can't really think of what I'm saying now, I actually think I'm just...speaking without thinking haha. Well anyways, if you're reading this, ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/12/11/welli-think/ on the bright side I lasted a month...I slipped last night.Too much was going on, I broke down, crying and craving the pain.I dunno, start over, or just give up? I just want to give up, I don't know any other way to. No more support, everyone is living their own ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/12/04/well/ My self esteem, conscious, and just my thoughts in general aren't strong enough to keep me.I've had enough , I don't want to give in, but really I've just been wanting the pain. I can't do anything right, whatever I say tends to give the wrong idea.I can't convince people how ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/12/04/will-i-make-it/ Well I'm back off of break, so I'm back to updating ( I know thats the opposite of normal people, point?), and well I can't say I'm that happy My friends are trying to pair me up with one of my other friends (don't worry its a dude), when I'm pretty ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/12/03/a-week-later/ Meh finally a break from school, better, 10 days in total.I can't say its been the best week, but its been better. However, stupidity + sports = fun pain. Gym, free time.I played badminton, ended up hit in the face with a racket, meaning a bruise right above my right ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/11/22/10-day-weekendfinally/ Somewhere around...20-something days? Well nothing at all other than a Twilight craze sweeping throughout my school.I don't care towards it, I mean its fun to bug the fans (though I can't near my language teacher ._.;), but at the same time I'm ok with the series, don't get me wrong, yes ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/11/20/i-lost-track/ Go ahead and call this project to an end soon.I'm making progress, no thoughts on SIing anymore...usually.I, to tell the truth, forgot all about it, I've been occupied with a new game lately and some books, so I'm pretty much somewhere else 95% of the time.I've really just let the ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/11/17/hmm-well-i-may/ but I may be off, but hey I made it far...ish...depending on how you view it. Well my mind has wandered in many directions today, from "What should I draw...?" to "Why is he staring at me?o.O If I stop breathing will he not notice me?!*holds breath yet feels him ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/11/15/well-it-seems-2-weeks/ I think...Well whatever it is, well I guess I've kept the thoughts off my mind completely, though seeing the scars send this odd signal to me.It makes me just feel weak and pathetic.I know its not the smartest thoughts, but I guess the reasons behind them just kinda destroy me ... http://blog.sanriotown.com/anime_girl_2007:kuririnmail.com/2008/11/14/ehh-8-day-time-gap/