Oh. Nothing interesting has been happening lately. Except maybe getting so wasted the other day. Ugh. I wasn’t planning on that happening. It’s weird, but I thought it was all over. And then she had to tell me that he’s now her boyfriend. Who does that? Well, now I know how it feels to get played. I was his in-between girl. It’s not a nice feeling. And he had the gall to talk to me before my interview.

For a moment I thought that he was going to give me more of his excuses. But then all he wanted to say was sorry. In the past, he told me that he wanted to be my friend. Well, if he did, then he should have been the one to tell me. He shouldn’t have made me into a fool — everyone already knew. She told me that he wanted to keep it a secret because he didn’t know how I’d take it. Well, I’d have taken it better than how I’m taking it now. If he really was my friend, he’d tell me the truth and stick by me no matter what my reaction would be.

So then when I was on my way to my interview (check my regular blog for other happenings), I said my parting words, “For the record, we aren’t friends.” And he nodded.

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