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How do you welcome death?

Roll on the carpet, clean out the house, prepare food for Death… You guys know the drill!

Do you?

Well I’ve always imagine death to be a woman. Sorta like in the Sandman series.

Anyway, our org-mate died yesterday. It was very… emotional.

I first heard about it through text that I received from Laureen. All she said was, “Garrick just passed away…”

That time, I was walking around SM San Lazaro with my sister by my side. And after reading that, I uttered a resounding “sh-t!” — and I didn’t even check if people around me were offended. I was in shock.

No, I wasn’t close to him. A few encounters here and there. Small talk and joking around — he always struck me as a happy-go-lucky fellow.

(Photo grabbed from Superbong’s Multiply)

I regretted not visiting him or texting him.

What made it harder was the fact that Chris, another org-mate regularly updated us about Garrick. If you check out his multiply, you’ll see a handful of blog entries about progress and even a video — a video wherein Garrick even stuck his tongue out with a smile, supposedly trying to cheer up all those people who were keeping tabs on him.

So Garrick, we love you.
We really do.

I might be selfish in saying that I wanted you to hold on but I really did want you to. I can’t imagine how much you suffered but I still wanted you to bear the worse of it. I’m sorry…

6 Responses to “How do you welcome death?”

  1. White-haired Journalist Says:

    Hey girl,

    I’m so sorry about that. We ain’t close but I feel your pain. Without at least having a good sending off to someone you know is indeed painful.

    I’m sorry, I know I’m not the best person to give you little comforting but still.

    Can I at least give you a virtual tap on the back? *pat pat* :)

  2. iheartbadtz Says:

    My condolences to you, his other friends, and his family.:( It’s really hard when we lose someone important to us.

    Think of it this way: at least he’s not hurting anymore.

  3. amethyst_lover:kuririnmail.com Says:

    Thanks white haired journalist! :) It was heartfelt!

    Hey badtz! :) Thanks. Yeah. It is. :( We visited the wake a while ago!

  4. od3sa:hellokitty.com Says:

    im sorry for your loss. may our condolences brings solace at this our of grief.

  5. lutymishima:hellokitty.com Says:

    Yeah I think when this kind of thing happens we have the right to be a little selfish….
    rip for him..
    and sorry for you… :(

  6. amethyst_lover:kuririnmail.com Says:

    Thanks od3sa… :)

    Luty… Thanks :) Hugs.

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