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Been a Bit Tied Up

Know the feeling that you did something wrong, said sorry about it and been humiliated in front of people?

You forget that it was wrong because you think that if it was done to you, it would be all right — perspective, people.

I wasn’t trying to be invasive or rude.

And I don’t know. I just hate it. I got hit hard. So hard, in fact that for the first time in a long time, I’m tempted to hide back and close my cave with a boulder.

 

When I was in grade school, I was the commentator in the mass. Something happened and I made a mistake.

My religion teacher lectured me for a long time and after that, I was quiet and nonchalant during my religion classes (this was probably a turning point why I don’t go to mass now :P Yes, blame it on the teacher). I was impressionable back then as I am now.

I just want to forget about it, cut the ties and hide.

I’m sad.

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11 Responses to “Been a Bit Tied Up”

  1. tingal79:hellokitty.com Says:
    June 28th, 2007 at 12:51 pm

    Raein. *hugs* Take care…

  2. joielin:hellokitty.com Says:
    June 28th, 2007 at 3:52 pm

    Hi there– Thanks for the comment.

    Don’t be sad! The past is in the past, the best we can do with it is look back and try to find amusement or humor in the situation. Who knows, perhaps the experience made you into a better person?

    Heh. This comment is getting a little over-sentimental, so I’d better end it here. Put a smile on! (

  3. darkntwisty:hellokitty.com Says:
    June 28th, 2007 at 3:58 pm

    :/ I hope you’ll feel better soon!

  4. willowmist:mymelody.com Says:
    June 28th, 2007 at 11:34 pm

    hi there,
    sometimes we put our head in one place because we don’t want to go to the other place. try to take your thoughts to a sweeter place…don’t worry about being right or wrong this time, think about being & feeling happy.
    willowmist~

  5. amethyst_lover:kuririnmail.com Says:
    June 29th, 2007 at 3:03 pm

    Thanks :( I think I’m feeling better now. I’m sorry for the slow updates. I’ve been busy with school — and moderating the chat is all that I have time for…

  6. amethyst_lover:kuririnmail.com Says:
    June 29th, 2007 at 3:13 pm

    Yes. Perhaps you guys are right. I just need to go to my happy place. :)

  7. sunshinelollipops:hellokitty.com Says:
    June 29th, 2007 at 6:39 pm

    I hope you are feeling better and doing ok. You sound like you are pretty busy! Don’t forget to take care of yourself.

  8. lutymishima:hellokitty.com Says:
    June 30th, 2007 at 12:40 am

    Oh Raein! We understand your feelings…
    Kisses!!!

  9. amethyst_lover:kuririnmail.com Says:
    June 30th, 2007 at 11:49 am

    Yeah, I won’t forget to forget about myself :D Kisses to both of you! :3

    There’s an update ready :D

  10. Ann Says:
    July 1st, 2007 at 4:29 pm

    Joielin is right, what we can try to do is look back on the past, for that the past is the past, and learn from it - that only makes you into a better person. Don’t worry; be happy. *kiss & hug*

  11. amethyst_lover:kuririnmail.com Says:
    July 2nd, 2007 at 12:40 pm

    Thanks to you too :D *hugs*

    Yeah. I’m going to be a stronger person now!

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