the thing about me is that i’m a complainer–a whiner.

yeah. you heard me right.

and the funny thing is, i dislike whiners. i mean, i really dislike “*complain*complain* so sad…” not because it irritates me but because i want everything to just be happy. i don’t want there to be something to not be happy about.

which, i know is impossible.

but then being whine-y leads to being a drama girl, and then a drama princess, and pretty soon, a drama queen.

oh good luck with that.

and while commuting home, i got to well, be quiet. stay quiet and just, think.

and thinking suited me. i liked it. i mean just letting it all squish and mix around in my head makes those things insignificant. and thing is, i don’t even know what to whine about. it’s just actually a bunch of big small things that pile up on each other to make my life more dramatic than it really is.

there’s still one more thing that’s been bugging me–getting a zero (i think it’s a percent thing) on agreeableness in the big 5 (OCEAN) personality test.

hmm… and reporting about friendship in philosophy (Nicomachean Ethics) makes me reevaluate what kind of a friend i am to most people (not only to close friends, but to friends that are a little more than acquaintances). and you know what i realized?

i suck.

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