Wow. That about sums up why I haven’t been online so much. I guess everything came to a head and seemed to take a turn for the worst when Q got angry and jealous when he found out that I have been seeing a mutual friend of ours. He said some pretty harsh stuff and called the other guy to ream him. It was a bit scary at times, because Q would be obsessive and he randomly popped in. On the other hand, I am truly starting to have feelings for the other guy and when everything went down with Q my emotions were sloshed together. Any old feelings for Q resurfaced when he began to claim he never gave up hope on us- despite of some of the nasty things he said. Whereas, the new guy and I have this chemistry and we just clicked. We had been hanging around with each other more often and then something just happened. The feelings are mutual, but both of us were at a tug-of-war with our emotions when Q got thrown in.

….uh-oh, i have to end there. my parents are here to take me to dinner….

to be continued……

My photo recap wasn’t as complete as I had planned. I got sidetracked when some friends stopped by, so I’ll get back to doing that once I’m home again. One the plus side today was the first day my parents havent said anything negative to me since I’ve gotten my lip pierced.

much love

SO, I haven’t written in quiet awhile, but I’ve been busy. Work by day and see friends at night. Whenever I am home I’m loving the kitties or snapping pics with my new camera. My snakebites are healing nicely, but my parents are still being hostile towards me and they keep implying I should take them out. pschh, whatever.

anyways, happy weekend everyone!!!!buddha the business man