I began day one of my mini-vacation well. My body didn’t let me sleep in as I had hoped, but I was rather productive. Except during my chores I kept having these spells where I’d start remembering the way I felt when Q held me or caressed my cheek and I’d just start crying. I had to go lie down and the kitties consoled me. I wound up falling asleep for a couple hours and just woke up. I’m going to eat some food and do some art. I think I need that right now. I don’t know why, but it’s just been really hard recently with Q. Not that it was ever easy, but I had felt like I was moving forward, and I still do, but I’m still stuck on Q. Then I remember the things he said to me recently, how I was added stress and it confounds my emotions. Anyways, time to start my day at 2 pm.

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