Well I am overjoyed that everyone is so supportive of my blog! It is helping me to get through this difficult time. The hole in my heart is a difficlt thing to  live with. My brother is my best friend and I love him with all my heart and soul. I cry often but always in private. This blog is a way for me to release my feelings and not bottle them up. Thank you for all you support and love, I wish everyone a very blessed new year!