Well Im sad to report that my brother is not coming home until Februrary. But I am just glad he is coming home. My life is so happy right now! I am glad that I can share it with all of you! (my online family :0) ) I am overjoyed that my Tony in coming home. He told me that he has been proud of me since that day I was born. I hope I am living up to that.

Stay strong, Alex

Well I am overjoyed that everyone is so supportive of my blog! It is helping me to get through this difficult time. The hole in my heart is a difficlt thing to  live with. My brother is my best friend and I love him with all my heart and soul. I cry often but always in private. This blog is a way for me to release my feelings and not bottle them up. Thank you for all you support and love, I wish everyone a very blessed new year!