“you better start swimming or you’ll sink like a stone, oh the times they are ‘a changin’.”
-bob dylan.

He has caused me to make a new start in life.  i shall no longer rely on my parens for help.  no i shall do things for myself.  i do not need the emotional abuse of needing someone.  i need self esteem and self confidence. and thats what i am going to give myself. so boo-ya.  j/k about the boo-ya part.  that was a bit immature.  no i simply mean that i will become a different better person. and i will do what i can to help others as i have always wanted to.

ok… well i have absolutly nothing to do other that this, or put a puzzle together.  i’ve already put togeter 3 puzzles in the last 2 weeks.  a 500 piece puzzle a 750 piece puzzle and another 500 piece puzzle.  so as we can see i have no life.  but that wouldn’t bother you because you aren’t me and im guessing you have a life, although if you are on MY blog, well you might not. and if you don’t, i feel for you  because obviously we’re in the same boat.

i’ve been through phases where i tried to make a life out of art and poetry.  but thats not a life. ok i take that back.  i’m not trying to offend anyone here.  but to me i can’t live off of creativity alone.  i have ot have someone in my life, which i don’t right now. and i will leave it at that.